Sunday, November 17, 2013

Renegade - J.A. Souders


Since the age of three, sixteen-year-old Evelyn Winters has been trained to be Daughter of the People in the underwater utopia known as Elysium. Selected from hundreds of children for her ideal genes, all her life she’s thought that everything was perfect; her world. Her people. The Law.

But when Gavin Hunter, a Surface Dweller, accidentally stumbles into their secluded little world, she’s forced to come to a startling realization: everything she knows is a lie. 

Her memories have been altered. 

Her mind and body aren’t under her own control. 

And the person she knows as Mother is a monster.

Together with Gavin she plans her escape, only to learn that her own mind is a ticking time bomb... and Mother has one last secret that will destroy them all.



Renegade by J.A. Souders is basically another dystopian novel that doesn't quite hit its mark. The premise itself is very interesting, and definitely had potential to be a fascinating, possibly disturbing story, but unfortunately I just wasn't able to connect with it.

I have to admit, I only read about the first 1/3 of it, before losing interest and putting it down. So there's definitely a possibility that it got better after I stopped, so who knows! But from what I read, it just wasn't my cup of tea.

The main character, Evelyn (Evie) starts off likable enough, if somewhat bland. She's been conditioned since birth to be the "Daughter of the People", which means she essentially has to be perfect. And to ensure that she is, she's pretty much been brainwashed and had her memory wiped numerous times by the leader of the underwater community of Elysium, Mother. My biggest problem with Evie was that she was supposed to be this very damaged, fragile girl who lives in a world where women still wear long dresses because modesty is #1, and you have to be ladylike, etc etc. Except literally like three chapters into the book when the love interest is introduced, she's all of a sudden abandoning everything and taking off after this random dude who broke into the city?? No gradual character arc, just BAM! now she's a badass, for reasons unknown.

As for the love interest, Gavin, I don't really have much to say about him just because I didn't really get to know him very well. He had potential to be an interesting character, but to me he seemed a little too cookie-cutter for my taste. Still, who knows because I didn't read very far!

All in all, I think there will definitely be a lot of people who might enjoy this book, but for me the writing felt a bit amateurish, and I couldn't really connect with the contrived plot and characters.

Pages: 364
Publisher: Tor Teen
Date Published: November 13, 2012
Rating: DNF


Thursday, November 7, 2013

Shadow and Bone (The Grisha #1) - Leigh Bardugo

The Shadow Fold, a swathe of impenetrable darkness, crawling with monsters that feast on human flesh, is slowly destroying the once-great nation of Ravka.

Alina, a pale, lonely orphan, discovers a unique power that thrusts her into the lavish world of the kingdom’s magical elite—the Grisha. Could she be the key to unravelling the dark fabric of the Shadow Fold and setting Ravka free?

The Darkling, a creature of seductive charm and terrifying power, leader of the Grisha. If Alina is to fulfill her destiny, she must discover how to unlock her gift and face up to her dangerous attraction to him.

But what of Mal, Alina’s childhood best friend? As Alina contemplates her dazzling new future, why can’t she ever quite forget him?




I've heard a lot about Shadow and Bone recently, so I decided to pick it up and give it a try. Plus, the cover is absolutely gorgeous and dark and exactly my style. It's a bit difficult to give a brief overview of the book, but essentially it's about an orphan named Alina who ends up discovering a magic power that sets her apart from the rest of the Grisha (the magical order of people who live in Ravka and beyond). She meets the leader of the Grisha, the Darkling, who is fascinated by her and claims she can set all of Ravka free from the strange darkness of the Shadow Fold. And then, of course, there's Mal, a fellow orphan and her best friend.

It all sounds pretty standard fantasy fare, but let me assure you that Shadow and Bone is unlike anything I've read! The whole story is basically set in Russian folklore, and it's absolutely beautiful (and terrifying) to read about. The intricate hierarchy that Ms. Bardugo creates within Ravka is well-thought out, the descriptions of the palaces and the country are gorgeously written, and the bad guys literally gave me the chills. The Shadow Fold especially is just...ugh. So creepy. And the creatures that the darkness hides are even worse (in the best way)!

As for the characters, I really enjoyed most of them, even the supporting ones! Alina was weak, fragile, and unable to fight for herself, but about halfway through the book she starts to come into her own and blooms into an incredibly strong heroine that was easy to root for. Her best friend Mal is definitely a likable love interest, and I loved reading about the relationship between the two of them, best friends from childhood. The slowly developing romance between the two of them was sweet and honest. The Darkling....ohhh, the Darkling. He was probably my favorite character. He was dark, he was mysterious, he was hauntingly powerful. And yet for such an inhuman creature, he was surprisingly human at times, which I loved.

The secondary characters were well fleshed out as well, with their own desires and stories. Alina's friend that she meets at the palace, Greya, was one of my favorites. She was incredibly beautiful, and unlike most characters she didn't flaunt it, nor did she deny it. She embraced it, and I adored that about her.

All in all, I really enjoyed this book! For some reason I didn't connect with Alina as much as I should've, which is why it only gets four stars, but I'm sure that most people with fall madly in love with the beautiful, dark story that Ms. Bardugo has woven. Gorgeous book, definitely go check it out!

Pages: 358
Publisher: Henry Holt and Co.
Date Published: June 5, 2012
Rating: 



Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Waiting on Wednesday #2

Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly meme hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine that spotlights upcoming releases that we're eagerly anticipating!


The Fiery Heart  by Richelle Mead
Publisher: Razorbill
Release Date: November 19, 2013

In The Indigo Spell, Sydney was torn between the Alchemist way of life and what her heart and gut were telling her to do. And in one breathtaking moment that Richelle Mead fans will never forget, she made a decision that shocked even her. . . .

But the struggle isn't over for Sydney. As she navigates the aftermath of her life-changing decision, she still finds herself pulled in too many directions at once. Her sister Zoe has arrived, and while Sydney longs to grow closer to her, there's still so much she must keep secret. Working with Marcus has changed the way she views the Alchemists, and Sydney must tread a careful path as she harnesses her profound magical ability to undermine the way of life she was raised to defend. Consumed by passion and vengeance, Sydney struggles to keep her secret life under wraps as the threat of exposure—and re-education—looms larger than ever.


Sunday, November 3, 2013

The Dream Thieves (The Raven Cycle #2) - Maggie Stiefvater

Now that the ley lines around Cabeswater have been woken, nothing for Ronan, Gansey, Blue, and Adam will be the same. 

Ronan, for one, is falling more and more deeply into his dreams, and his dreams are intruding more and more into waking life. 

Meanwhile, some very sinister people are looking for some of the same pieces of the Cabeswater puzzle that Gansey is after...



This series, man. This series.

If you haven't heard of it yet, then you have now and you don't have an excuse to not buy the first two books immediately. If you HAVE heard of it...then I have no freaking clue what you're waiting for.

The Dream Thieves picks up basically where The Raven Boys leaves off. Gansey and Co. are still desperately searching for Glendower, and dealing with the aftermath of what happened with the ley line in the previous book. Blue is still trying to convince herself that she's in love with Adam, and Gansey is still obliviously unaware of his eventual fate. The plot confused me (again), but I don't even care. There were so many things going on...the usual complications with Glendower and Cabeswater, as well as the addition of several fascinating new characters, the deepening and twisting of familiar characters' backstories, some startling discoveries made by Ronan, plus about thousands more. And I loved every twisted, exciting second.

The thing that I can't get over about the Raven Cycle series is the absolutely insane way that Ms. Stiefvater somehow manages to create this entirely implausible world so far disconnected from our own, and yet interwoven with characters so achingly and hauntingly real that you can actually feel their presence coming off the page. It's beautiful. Every word, every page, everything. It's lyrical and flowing and powerful and terrifying and a thousand things all at once, and it just captivates you. I honestly do not think I've ever been so taken in by anything in my life.

The Dream Thieves shifts its focus slightly from Gansey/Blue, and instead to Ronan. We don't know much about him at the start of the book, but by the end he'll be ripping your heart out along with the rest of them. His ability is incredible, and watching him discover it and learn to use its (sometimes terrifying) power is fascinating. Not to mention we learn a few key things about him as a whole, as well as some pretty sizable plot twists regarding his family life.

Adam continues to make me so uncomfortable in this book, in the sense that he is a ticking time bomb. He's so unstable, and reading about him and being inside his head makes me incredibly anxious. That's the thing about Adam -- it's the unpredictability. It's really hard to say what he's capable of, and that scares me. I'm worried for Adam in the third book, I really am.

Blue is fabulous as ever, full of grit and plenty of spunk. I love that she refuses to be left behind and overlooked not only in the group of boys, but also in our eyes as readers. She's got plenty to say, and she demands to be heard, and I adore that about her. She's probably one of my favorite heroines that I've ever had the pleasure to read about, and I love her more than life itself. Her various romantic relationships are difficult to watch however, because it becomes clear that someone's going to get hurt (and he does). Which is a difficult thing to read about when you're so invested in each and every character, and you want to wrap them up in a blanket and keep them safe forever.

And lastly, Gansey. My beautiful, diplomatic, witty Gansey. I think that everyone has that one character that you connect to on such a raw, personal level. And for me, that character is Gansey. I don't even know what to say about him. I can't even put it into words. Plus, his very subtly blooming relationship with Blue is just so beautiful to watch. There's so little physical romance, and yet the tension between them is just unbelievable. I cannot WAIT to read more about them in the third book.

The ONLY thing that saddened me about this book was the lack of Gansey. There wasn't quite enough of him for my taste, which I understand because we needed to learn more about Ronan. But I missed his presence.

All in all though, this book was incredibly beautiful and wonderful and amazing. I loved the mysterious nature of the Grey Man, I loved reading about Ronan's brothers (particularly sweet, precious Matthew), I loved Blue and Gansey's relationship, I loved everything. Please, everyone, go read this series immediately, and watch your life be changed forever.

Pages: 439
Publisher: Scholastic Press
Date Published: September 17, 2013
Rating:







Requiem (Delirium #3) - Lauren Oliver

They have tried to squeeze us out, to stamp us into the past.

But we are still here.

And there are more of us every day.

Now an active member of the resistance, Lena has been transformed. The nascent rebellion that was under way in Pandemonium has ignited into an all-out revolution in Requiem, and Lena is at the center of the fight.

After rescuing Julian from a death sentence, Lena and her friends fled to the Wilds. But the Wilds are no longer a safe haven—pockets of rebellion have opened throughout the country, and the government cannot deny the existence of Invalids. Regulators now infiltrate the borderlands to stamp out the rebels, and as Lena navigates the increasingly dangerous terrain, her best friend, Hana, lives a safe, loveless life in Portland as the fiancĂ©e of the young mayor.

Maybe we are driven crazy by our feelings.

Maybe love is a disease, and we would be better off without it.

But we have chosen a different road.

And in the end, that is the point of escaping the cure: We are free to choose.

We are even free to choose the wrong thing.



Firstly, I want to say that while I'm not a huge fan of the Delirium series, I have enjoyed all three books and will be putting up my reviews for the first two later. But I've just recently finished reading the third (and final) book, so here it is.

Unfortunately for us, Requiem begins not exactly where Pandemonium ended. Lena and the rest of the resistance group are on the move, traveling north. The reunion between Alex and Lena isn't exactly a happy one, and she's stuck in an awkward limbo between Alex and Julian, not quite on stable ground with either of them. We don't get to see the initial exchange between Alex and Lena, which is kind of a disappointment, especially since it was such a HUGE cliffhanger at the end of the previous book.

Requiem, on paper, is more action packed than the past two books combined, with tons of secret missions and attacks and running from the regulators. And yet for me, it moved kind of slowly, which was a bummer. A lot of the book felt very political to me...lots of planning the best way to undermine the government, planning attacks, planning the next course of action. I mean, don't get me wrong, the action scenes were wonderfully written and quite exciting! But in between that, I found myself quickly reading through the boring bits to get to the next action part.


SPOILERS AHEAD, DON'T READ ON IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE SPOILED!



As for the characters, my views on them are a bit unconventional, but I will say that I was satisfied with the ending. In the first book, I think I was one of the few people who didn't fall head over heels for Alex. Of course, I wasn't a huge fan of the book as a whole, but something about their connection didn't feel right to me and I never really connected with him (or Delirium). But I read on, and ended up being really glad I did. I absolutely loved Julian, as well as the entirety of the second book. However, this isn't my first rodeo with YA literature, so of course Alex and Lena would end up together at the end, and true to my prediction, they do. Alex's character grew on me a bit more in this book, and I found myself rooting for them, even through all of the obstacles that were thrown their way (Alex's new love interest, their emotional baggage, as well as the various external resistance conflicts). So yes, even though I was a Julian fan, I was happy with the way things ended between the two of them, though it was all a bit too vague for my taste.

I'm kind of conflicted on my feelings toward Lena in this book. There were several parts where I wanted to smack her upside the head, and tell her to quit crying! BUT, in her defense, she has been through hell and back. Since the first book, she's come a long way, and ultimately I was happy with the changed person she becomes. She's stronger (both physically and mentally), and it was wonderful to watch that change take place over the last three books.

I also found myself liking Hana a lot more in this book as well. It was fascinating watching her cured shell crack bit by bit, and to get to see the very damaged girl inside. I almost found myself connecting more with Hana than I did with Lena. I was so, so happy with the way things ended between the two girls, despite the jealousy and the betrayal. It was a realistic ending for the two of them...obviously their reunion isn't going to be one with hugs and tears and declarations of being friends forever, so the way things finished with them was refreshing.

All in all, I did enjoy Requiem and I thought it was a decent (though somewhat vague) ending to what was an enjoyable series. I can't say I enjoyed it nearly as much as I did Pandemonium but it was a good run, and I thank Ms. Oliver for the journey!

Pages: 391
Publisher: HarperCollin's Children's Books
Date of Publication: March 5, 2013
Rating:




Thursday, October 31, 2013

Beautiful Disaster (Beautiful #1) - Jamie McGuire

INTENSE. DANGEROUS. ADDICTIVE.

Abby Abernathy is a good girl. She doesn’t drink or swear, and she has the appropriate number of cardigans in her wardrobe. Abby believes she has enough distance from the darkness of her past, but when she arrives at college with her best friend, her path to a new beginning is quickly challenged by Eastern University’s Walking One-Night Stand.

Travis Maddox, lean, cut, and covered in tattoos, is exactly what Abby wants—and needs—to avoid. He spends his nights winning money in a floating fight ring, and his days as the ultimate college campus charmer. Intrigued by Abby’s resistance to his appeal, Travis tricks her into his daily life with a simple bet. If he loses, he must remain abstinent for a month. If Abby loses, she must live in Travis’s apartment for the same amount of time. Either way, Travis has no idea that he has met his match.




I actually feel physically ill after (barely) finishing Beautiful Disaster. Despite what the name suggests, there's nothing beautiful about this book. The cover is actually a surprisingly accurate representation of the book, now that I'm looking at it more carefully. 
At it's core, Beautiful Disaster is the story of a naive girl who meets the hot, bad-boy of her dreams and is sucked into a whirlwind, abusive relationship that masquerades as a swoon-worthy teen romance. Abby is literally the butterfly trapped in the glass jar as illustrated by the cover. 

I had so many issues with this book that I don't even know where to begin. I'll start with the characters, which is where most of the problems come from. 

Travis. Reading about this dude left me speechless, and not the good kind. I'm sure you've heard the saying, "Everyone loves a bad boy." Well that's all fine and well if the bad boy is "bad" in the sense that he's maybe a little broody, wears leather jackets, and is full of sass. But a guy who prevents you from just speaking with other guys, before you're even romantically involved? A guy who tries to attack his own friends because they helped you leave his apartment (his words, verbatim) the morning after the two of you slept together? A guy who comes unhinged and destroys said apartment because you didn't say goodbye in the morning? A guy who beats the shit out of random guys at the drop of hat, just because they playfully touched your arm, or God forbid, innocently tried to flirt with you in a social setting? No, I'm sorry, that's not a bad boy, that's a scarily abusive asshole. And we, as readers, are supposed to swoon over him and "drop our panties" (a phrase used about a thousand times throughout the course of the novel to describe Travis' disgusting encounters with women). It's unhealthy, it's absolutely sick. And yet the author portrays him as this incredibly hot, mysterious, sexy guy...the perfect guy. And that's the message that's being sent to the thousands of young girls that read this book. That THAT'S the kind of guy you want, and that's how you deserve to be treated. Literally trapped in a relationship like a child with no free will, no ability to fend for yourself, or even think for yourself. And the most sickening part of it all is that this book has 86,000 five star reviews on Goodreads of people raving over Travis. I can't.

And Abby. She's no better than Travis. OVER AND OVER he exhibits horrifying displays of obsession, possessiveness, and creepy stalker behavior (not to mention thousands of abusive red flags), and yet after every single incident, she forgives him unfailingly. All it takes is some mind-blowing sex, a cute puppy as a present, and his robotic pleas of "I'm so sorry, it'll never happen again" and they're back to normal. There's so many times when I was screaming at her to walk away and never look back, to for ONCE be strong and stick up for herself, but every time she even got close to saying, "Whoa, dude, back the hell off!", she'd get lost in his dreamy eyes and it'd be all over. Not to mention the part where she is steadily dating the ONLY sane, rational character in the entire series but is living in Travis' apartment and actually sleeping in his bed with him through her relationship with the decent guy?? Speaking of Parker, he literally warns her in a reasonable, well-meaning way several times that Travis is no good...that he's going to hurt her...and she rolls her eyes because he's obviously just jealous of their love. Oh, and her roommate, Kara! She makes multiple comments saying that their relationship is codependent, bordering on creepy. And that it's dangerous to need someone so much, the way Travis does. And yet she's dismissed as the geeky, uptight roommate that  couldn't possibly understand their true love.

The minor characters aren't any better. Abby's best friend America is literally a cardboard cutout who serves no other purpose than to continually get mad at Abby because Travis is sooo hot and he's sooo in love with her, and she's breaking his poor heart by having a shred of self-respect by not being with him. She repeatedly tells Abby that who cares about his "past" behaviors and habits, because just LOOK at how much he's changed in the past few weeks. Forget having Abby's best interests at heart, let's just push her into an abusive relationship because...God knows why??? And Shepley, Travis' cousin/roommate/best friend/only friend serves as the character that reminds Abby that "that's just Travis being Travis" and it's something that she's "just going to have to get used to" whenever Travis loses his mind over the smallest thing and leaves random guys bloody and curled in the fetal position ....because she doesn't have any other choice, right? It's not like she can walk away and find a perfectly decent guy like, say, Parker. 

And lastly, though not quite as serious, throughout the course of the novel, I couldn't help but wonder if the author had ever actually attended a four-year university, or even visited one? The whole thing read like a cliche high school drama, all from the actual cafeteria and their reserved lunch-table that they sit at every single day, to the rumor mill that somehow manages to circulate through the ENTIRE university. I'm just going to put this out there: unless you're in the same friend circle, random people that you've never met don't just have ~reputations~ at a university. Maybe in high school where everyone knows each other and you're all in the same classes, but at an actual university? Absolutely not. And speaking of classes, despite having vastly different majors, it was interesting to me that they happened to be in the same ones and all had class at the same time. Again: cliche high school story. 

Long story short, I'm so not impressed. I do apologize...most of my reviews won't be this angry, but the topic of abusive, dominant male leads and weak, female characters is something that I'm really passionate about it. This whole book is just so not okay, on about a hundred thousand different levels. 

What I'm trying to say is: 

Please girls, don't buy into the messages sent by this book. You're worth more than that, and the insinuation that you need a guy like Travis to take care of you and "protect you" is actual bullshit.

Pages: 319
Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Date of Publication: May 26, 2011
Rating:




Thursday, June 13, 2013

The Raven Boys (The Raven Cycle #1) - Maggie Stiefvater

Every year, Blue Sargent stands next to her clairvoyant mother as the soon-to-be dead walk past. Blue herself never sees them—not until this year, when a boy emerges from the dark and speaks directly to her.

His name is Gansey, and Blue soon discovers that he is a rich student at Aglionby, the local private school. Blue has a policy of staying away from Aglionby boys. Known as Raven Boys, they can only mean trouble.

But Blue is drawn to Gansey, in a way she can’t entirely explain. He has it all—family money, good looks, devoted friends—but he’s looking for much more than that. He is on a quest that has encompassed three other Raven Boys: Adam, the scholarship student who resents all the privilege around him; Ronan, the fierce soul who ranges from anger to despair; and Noah, the taciturn watcher of the four, who notices many things but says very little.

For as long as she can remember, Blue has been warned that she will cause her true love to die. She never thought this would be a problem. But now, as her life becomes caught up in the strange and sinister world of the Raven Boys, she’s not so sure anymore.



The Raven Boys is a gorgeously woven story about a girl named Blue who's a misfit even among her family of misfits. Nearly every woman in her family is a psychic, but Blue is the only one who hasn't been blessed with the Sight. Except that's when she sees her first ghost, the melancholy spirit of a boy named Gansey. A boy who happens to be very much alive and well in the present, and on a desperate search for a long-dead, buried king. And when their paths cross, it becomes pretty clear that Blue's life won't ever be the same again.

If I'm being honest, I was a little hesitant to start The Raven Boys. Maggie Stiefvater is a brilliant author, but in the past I've had some trouble connecting with her work (the Shiver series, Lament, etc). However, I've been hearing rave reviews about it from my friends on Tumblr, so I finally decided to pick it up from the library and give it a try.

And I'm so glad that I did! Turns out all the hype wasn't for nothing. The Raven Boys was such a lovely read that I savored it over the course of several days, dreading the end. It really was unlike anything I've read before, both in writing style and in plot.

Typically I'm all about the plot in novels, but for me, it was the characters that really brought The Raven Boys to life. It's told from three main points of view (Blue, Gansey, and Adam), which normally I'm not a fan of, but for this book it brought more depth to the characters that wouldn't have been otherwise possible. Each character had their own well-developed story to tell, making it feel like they were real people and I was right alongside them as they struggled through the twists and turns that the author threw. I even felt an emotional connection and desire to know more about the minor characters, which is pretty rare for me.

And speaking of characters, despite my normal tendencies to connect most with the female protagonist, in the case of The Raven Boys, I was all about Gansey. He was such an achingly beautiful character, this wealthy boy trapped in the sort of life that he's born into and can't escape. Sometimes he's a little arrogant, sometimes a little condescending without meaning to be, but when it comes down to it, he's just as messed up as the rest of them and desperately needs somebody to understand him. And then of course there's Adam, Ronan, and Noah, his best friends. I enjoyed getting to know each of them, but Adam's story in particular was really hard to read about, and sometimes I had to actually put the book down as I read about his struggle to get out of Gansey's shadow and live life on his own terms.

But don't be fooled by all my raving about the boys! Blue was an equally wonderful character in her own right, with maybe just slightly less depth. However, she was a strong female lead, with her own quirks and a very distinctive voice. I really loved reading her sections and seeing the world through her slightly different way of looking at things, and despite her somewhat unusual upbringing, she was relatable and easy to read about as she grappled with the concepts of destiny and fate.

The only real downfall for me was the somewhat scattered plot. There was so much going on in the story that at times I found myself struggling to keep it all straight. Not only was there TONS of character development and personal backstories, but there was the search for the dead king, the mystery of Gansey's spirit on the Corpse Road, a fair share of complex family problems, and so much more. There were so many details and plot lines shoved in there that admittedly at times it felt a bit overwhelming. Additionally, the pace of the book can be a bit slow sometimes, so chances are you're not going to be on the edge of your seat, but for the style of the story as well as the characters themselves, it works.  Plus, I became so invested in the characters that I couldn't really bring myself to mind too much.

Overall, I would definitely recommend The Raven Boys to people who've enjoyed Maggie Stiefvater's books in the past, or really anyone at all. It was such a unique story that was so unlike anything I've read before in the YA genre, and the characters are some of the best that I've had the pleasure of getting to know in a long time. I really enjoyed it, and will definitely be picking up a copy of the next book in the series as soon as I can.

Pages: 409
Publisher: Scholastic Press
Date of Publication: September 18th, 2012
Rating:












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